I met one guy who had a crazy beautiful mind. He was hilarious and had a unique and youthful way of perceiving the world, and wrote lovely poetry.
But it turned out that he was a pain pill addict and he became weird and manipulative as pain pill addicts do, but when I tried to end it, he started calling constantly. I stopped answering so he left messages that were increasingly cruel and threatening. I figured out how to block his numbers, so he turned to a messaging app. One morning I signed in and there was a mountain of crazy messages from him, threats, a pic of something I had sent him with my address on it, meaning he was telling me that he had my address. In one of the phone calls, he pretended to be at the airport near me, even pretending to talk to someone asking for directions.
There was a kid, a teenager, who for whatever reason tricked me into talking to him again, so I had to once again tell him to please not contact me ever again.
I believe it was the addiction that made him behave like this for the most part. I truly hope that he got the help he needed and is free now. Still don't ever want contact with him, though.
Also I want to note that I was not really scared that he would actually do the things he threatened. He just liked trying to scare women. He never had a truly cruel vibe, but I saved his messages in case at some point it seemed more serious or if he continued to find ways to contact me or humiliate me on a discussion board where we both had been.members for years and so he knew I had friendships there.
I left that community after that and I don't know if he continued to make posts about me. This was also a time when a coworker was spying on me, following me to that board, signing up, having private conversations with other members, taking pictures of me without my knowledge or consent and sharing them there, giving hackers my personal info, and more. They started hacking my devices, watcing all my Internet activity, playing a game that gave out my location and inviting people in the area to stalk me around and take photos of me, and more.
Very long story, and I never saw this level of malice and jerkitude coming from some of the people involved. I think someone also contacted a couple of employers of mine after I left that job. Life has been so hard since then, never really knowing if anyone is still invading my privacy or stalking me in the grocery store or post office. I believe it has stopped, but the anxiety and depression and despair that has come from all this has never gone away. I have no proof, only my story of what I know happened, some guesses, and a few messages from a couple of people who knew about all this or some part of it so there's no point in going to law enforcement.
Anyway, that's why I'm sad and crazy and hate leaving the house. I write every post here and on Facebook and messaging with the awareness that one of these cockroaches is reading it. The anxiety is only slightly better now that it seems to be over since about 2018.
Ok, so that went more tmi than necessary.
Thanks for listening. It helps.