You look more that than I.
In what way? All I have done is ask you to support your assertion with evidence and reason, because I am not willing to simply take your word for it. How does that make me pompous?
I used "Greatest I am" to show and have it be synonymous in your mind for whatever you want to use as the epitome of fitness and what you should be seeking, given that you are an evolving human.
Every human on the planet is different. We all think differently and are motivated by different things, although we can sometimes be typecast into broad general categories. Second, individuals do not evolve, biologically speaking, but populations of humans do. I was born with the genes I was born with, and those do not change. We do change physiologically as we live, but that is not evolution. Not every human desires to be the "epitome of fitness", whatever that is supposed to mean. Some of us are content to live our lives in the slower lanes, savoring every moment without the drive to become the best at what we do. If fact, the overachievers are the minority. There are very few Michael Jordans and Elon Musks in the world; most of us are just average. Your assertion is demonstrably wrong, else bell-shaped curves and grading/selection based on test scores would not exist.
Now, if you have no internal synonym to that, you are defective.
I have no fucking clue what this means. I am defective because I don't want to be greatest human in the world? Are you fucking kidding me?
It is demonstrable that nature always creates for the best possible end, and your consciousness calls or names that condition something synonymous with your fittest possible self.
So demonstrate it. Instead of just making unsupported assertions.
No, nature does NOT create the best possible end. Evolution has no goal to be perfect or to necessarily optimize the design to the best possible state; it is a mechanism that selects for the fittest among a group of individuals, but that doesn't mean nature creates perfection or even the best possible outcome. A lot of it is driven by blind luck and circumstance. You need to be good enough and lucky enough to survive and reproduce, not to be the best at anything. You clearly do not understand how evolution works.
From your reply, you do not seem to have any Gnosis of what you are and do.
I know exactly who I am and what makes me happy. I am not spiritual in that I do not believe supernatural nonsense, but one can be knowledgeable of the world and their place in it, and lead a fulfilling life without believing such nonsense.
So I ask you again, are you here to preach, or to discuss ideas?