Argument from logic.
It makes no logical sense.
To you.
To experts it does. Now. As a number of possibilities. Which I outlined.
Of course it is mind boggling. A particle moving backward in time is an anti-particle. A photon 'sees' future space ahead of it with wave-like vision to determine its path. Density of the gravity field affects time. Only effects time as seen from outside. At all times time passes locally such that the speed of light is constant.
What rate
do the clocks on GPS sats go at? We count the clicks and the count disagrees with ours.
Two synchronized atomic clocks, A and B are on a table. One is moved an inch and then back. It has aged very slightly less yet both experience time passing at the same rate. The only rate. The one that makes light go c.