southernhybrid
Contributor
There is a difference between seeking truth and creating truth. In other words:
And a difference between genuinely seeking and not.
Testing ,Studying, 1, 2, 3,.
With all due respect, Learner, I find that comment very insulting. I find it insulting because I was taught to believe in a very conservative version of Christianity. As a young child, I accepted it because I believed my parents would never lie to me. I continued to accept it with some reservations until I was about 18. Then I knew there was no way it could be literally true. But, it took me about 8 long years of studying, praying and thinking about whether or not God existed and about whether or not there was a better, more truthful religion than Christianity. I was a liberal, almost agnostic Christian for awhile. I tried to adopt the religion of my first husband, but regardless of it having much better principles than the Christian religion, it was still too hard for me to accept the supernatural elements as truth.
I was genuinely seeking. At times I was obsessed with finding the truth. I prayed and begged god to show me the way. So, your comment is very judgmental and wrong, when you assume that those of us who are atheists, agnostics or have liberal beliefs in any religion aren't genuinely seeking.
The end of my journey made me free. It made me free from twisted religious dogma. It made me free from the contradictions of the Biblical stories. It made me free from having to worry about those who didn't believe like me. That was over 40 years ago, and I am still happy, free and self fulfilled. I have retired from a career that was based on caring for others without judging them. It allowed me to treat the most difficult person or the most easy going person in the same way, regardless of how stressful that was at times. I'm not better than anyone else. It's just the way I am because of my genetic heritage and the things that inspired and influenced me throughout my life. But, you are totally wrong to judge how earnest most of us who were raised with religion but were unable to continue to believe as we grew up and gave it more thought. From what I've read, it's very typical for those of us who are no longer able to take religious myths as truth, to have gone through a period of searching, seeking and sometimes praying for guidance before we come to terms with reality.
No way could I ever believe in a god that is so vain, vengeful, or horrific as the god of the Christian Bible. it's so obvious that the Bible is a book of myths and the god is based on human nature. That's right. Humans created a god that is just like them. Sometimes the god is loving and kind. Other times the god is hurtful, and murderous. I'm sorry that you can't see that, but as I've said before, if your beliefs help you be a better person, who am I to judge?