But moreover our inner experience of "a list of instructions" has an externally visible and describable-by-outside-observer as "list of instructions" thing that is, actually, a list of instructions.
It can be both the subjective experience of, and in actuality a, list of instructions.
It sounds like you are referring to the pre-programmed affects and any reflexive responses to those affects (feelings). Those would be comparable to a list of instructions. With self-awareness and conscious control we get to write new instructions for ourselves.
Well, yes, I wasn't referring to the instruction-writing bit. The instructions, the are the "will(-B)". Whether will-A executed to place that will-B was executed by the thing also executing will-B, versus placed there by an override of some sort such as "Turn on your lizard brain and comply, I've got a gun" just came in through the Speech Processor, and it's signaling "live, from ears".
Which would say, is
"is the will free", is really the much more complicated but abbreviated "where does the freedom chain of Will-B terminate? Let (freely held?)(Will-B) be: Was Will-B from (freely held?)(Will-A)?"
This creates a recursive question chain from which a truth value will be derived. It requires a moment of consideration. As in a moment which is being considered.
In any local moment prior to a given specific event, there's going to be a specific free particle.
In any local moment to a set of events, there are contributions to the future state available to observe. When those come down to things that do not and cannot process information through graph model, we generally say "it's blind unthinking nature, natural evil, ought did it."
We can't really change the laws of physics, is the thing.
Thankfully the laws of physics and so the laws of neural interrelation within that physics, the
dynamics of neural systems, indicate that we ourselves can change how our neurons are configured in particular and interesting ways, such as deciding on wills. In turn, those wills, which may just be held for now and in truth "unfree" though assumed free for the time being, or perhaps held to their freedom and resolution.
Sometimes the diner has no freely held will but the will to live, and the will to say the words "steak please" were first impressed upon them by the guy with the gun.
Other times, such as at the cafe across the street, and high enough in the building that they don't know what's going on across the street, the diner says "salad", and in the moment those words were spoken, their will was not "to live", but merely "to not be hungry, and also not be a regretful slob". That all terminates at vectors inside the person in that moment.
They didn't choose to be human, or to exist, or to need to eat, they didn't choose the options at the restaurant, they didn't choose the color of the sky.
They did, as a result of all that and more in that moment, choose to say "salad please".
The restauranteur recognizes this, and when the hard determinist decides to dine-and-dash with a note saying "bill the big bang", the restauranteur calls the cops, and the hard determinist ends up losing a steep fine's worth of abstract fungible freedom, far more than if they had accepted responsibility and just paid their damn bill as they ought.