Rather I think in order to get past the social threshold one needs be designed as being in control and aware.
This is nonsense which does not parse. Maybe this means something in your head, but you will need to use many words skillfully arranged and carefully re-read a few times to communicate it.
Unless you mean to say you are a religious hard determinist who believes a god designed us to be what we are.
We are not. One did not need to, for us to be as such.
Processes merely need to be started for which the growth of mathematical application is possible: [if more (direction a)] > [go (direction b)]
Then that mutates, and as the relationship gets more accurate to the math, the thing survives more.
Sometimes A = B.
But things get interesting insofar as a neuron is a machine with more than just a simple linkage.
It has levers! It can have it's connection weights changed. It can have it's biases changed. It can have it's refractory period adjusted.
And all of these things can be done by other neurons.
The thing is, none of that needs to be designed.
Most notably I am one of those chunks of neurons, best guess something somewhere near the prefrontal cortex. I have access to levers on a large number of neurons. I can send signals in general to do stuff.
Sometimes I even watch it happen faster than it can be narrated to me, and I'm not sure whether I feel it before I see it, and I'm fairly sure it's being doctored to be all shown about in time as to where things are predicted to be rather than where they are.
Now, I'm pretty sure this process that does all this training and management is rather small. Maybe big as individual functions go, but relatively small. Lots of sensitive skin, lots of organ mass, lots of muscles, joints that move in a lot of ways and have to improvise, for that matter WALKING like we do...
It also means that the process that does all this training and management has to learn well how to do that job in such a way that it functions compatibly with all the others that do similar else they get ejected from the gene pool.
Your refusal to admit systems developed by women and developed on computers designed and built by women all fail.
What the everliving sexist fuck.
Seriously. What. The. Fuck.
Ignoring, after that, the stunning display of Freudian proportions... computer systems have bugs, yes, but those bugs say nothing about the fact that the system still proves systems may hold a •••.
The important part that you seem to keep failing to understand is that the neuron's ability is to arbitrarily implement mutable algorithmic behaviors. There's something that puts together sequences that are lists of instructions to be carried out by other things, monitors how things go, makes corrections and even "jumps in" when improvisation is required, reviews how things went, and based on that review either accept the emotions that arise as a result of those observations or rejects them. It's in here. It's me.
It's nothing to do about failures and "completion".
If someone is an awful person, someone who abuses children or kills folks, they can make a choice to end themselves.
It has nothing to do with belief. Systems inside the bounds of the flesh I control directly manufacture whole directives which are, materially, triggers to action, similar to the way a methylation physically pops the transcriber from it's transcription of DNA.
It is mechanism tumbling about, perhaps a little bit messier on account of the fact that it's got a LOT of analog components, but still just mechanism.
It just happens to be a mechanism that generates it's own instructions from whatever madness it has going on.
There is no illusion as to the fact that there is a piece of me spinning out instructions to be interpreted and executed and reported back on. These are •••.
And whether those instructions execute, or reach an unrecoverable error as relates their execution to a "success" code, that determines whether it was a °°° •••.
Sometimes, I identify that the vector that the ••• would put me on would lose its moment against an obstacle and so cannot return success. It is not even provisionally free.
This is the first edge of the sword, the edge that cuts for us. Namely, it cuts away wasted effort.
Then there is the identification that "success" of a will would have consequences. Sometimes the consequences are to self, sometimes to others, but that there are consequences.
That's the other edge: If we can save ourselves from wasted effort, and we most certainly can, then we can also save ourselves from hurting others.
It requires accepting rather than resisting review.
And if the person in review is a compulsive serial killer or child molester, that probably means killing themselves.