I didn't take that as your meaning, nothing out of body but, your clarification of being acutely aware of every step in a process and the next I'm about to take, yes. But I only plan the steps and can carry them much further than I otherwise would. I will plan a day's work in a fair degree of detail. But I do not actually work while high. Too many unforgiving power tools for that. When I plan sober, I'm more likely to miss the pitfalls in the process, the necessary workarounds or reason why it may not work at all.
I agree about all the seemingly nonsensical things we humans do. Marijuana is an escape. I have a great love of the outdoors and used to work in Yosemite for a time. It is so much more beautiful than I had imagined. Pictures do not do it justice. You have to appreciate depth of vision with Yosemite.
People would litter. That used to blow my mind. I don't mean a little litter, a lot. Why would anyone go to Yosemite and litter? I used to pick up trash as I went about my duties. As beautiful and serene as the park is, I used to get frustrated in the summers. The crowds. The traffic. All making my job a little more difficult. Then the hour drive home, all twisting mountain road with nearly no opportunity to pass the lumbering RV.
Then finally home. Marijuana take me away. And it does. Without fail. People drink at the end of the work day I suppose as an escape. Alone, alcohol doesn't really take away the day's stress for me unless I drink to excess. This is the one aspect of marijuana I appreciate the most and for that reason, the one most likely to be habit forming. But there's worse habits to have.
I don't often see a lot of productive, functional chronic pot-smokers. That's not to say they don't exist, but most people I know who were once pot-smokers eventually gave it up and moved into an otherwise regular life, without depending on any type of drug to get by. Some of these people have done lots of great things sober.
Anymore, I don't know many pot smokers at all, but those I know who do smoke seem to do it in lieu of other stuff. Get home from work, whip out a bowl, listen to some music, read a book while life passes them by. Eventually life is just about getting high and doing whatever you do while high.
I really don't know. I recall a friend of mine many years ago saying something like 'pot smokers smoke all the time as if it's normal'. At the time I didn't get it, but these days I think I do. Habitual drug usage is usually a crutch, whether alcohol, pot, or whatever. It's a form of escapism and there's nothing really overly noble about it, it's just a thing you can do in lieu of facing your life head on. That's not say I think there's anything wrong with it, but it does seem like a lot of chronic smokers just get lazy and stop giving a shit about anything. And when they're high they start really noticing all that's wrong with the world and reject it outright, rather than accepting it for what it is.
I guess this probably isn't the place to soap-box against pot use, but there's an alternative perspective to 'get high and fuck the world man'.
Glory be to alcohol. Even in this forum. We talk about different beer. We have a thread where drunkenness is a prereq. We have one for the hard stuff which I know nothing of but can imagine it's much like a discussion about beer, the subtle differences of the drink. And it all just gets you plain old drunk. Some worse than others, but drunk just the same. How many different kinds of drunk are there? I won't mention them. Most are not very flattering.
I would like to move, intend to move where marijuana is legal. I'd like to sample different strains as I do different beers now. The look. The smell. The buzz. This is where marijuana diverges. There is a similarity to the buzz but the experience is different. What one might enjoy while high is different. I have one strain now, it puts me in the mood to clean the house. Not a bad thing but I doubt I will be buying much more of it. It's a hobby and a very interesting one at that. I have a grinder and a water pipe. I take one steady puff and another short one to clear the pipe. That's it. After about 45 minutes and a couple beers, I'll do it again. It's more interesting than alcohol, just not acceptable.
People say they accept it but they still pooh-pooh it. It still carries the Jeff Spicoli stigma.