Let me rephrase that, you encountered GOD.
Spiritual/mystical experiences typically defy verbal description. They're just too weird. Once (on Ayahuasca) I tried explaining something to a friend. But I had a problem with pronouns. In my experience I was one with the universe. Me and him was one, as well as everything else. That experience/feeling is impossible to put into words in a meaningful way. Just one of the many times I've felt I encountered GOD.
2)my experience was in utter subriety. The seemingly otherworldly nature of things one may think they experience while on mind altering substances is not really similar to what happened to me.
Psychadelic drugs are only exploiting chemicals already present in the brain. You don't need drugs to have the same experiences. It's just hard to trigger them. Usually it requires pretty extreme mental states. Especially stress can trigger these states.
Religious mystics throughout history disagree with you as well. All religion is intimately connected with drugs. Especially psychedelic drugs. We know that people around the Mediterranean from about 500 BC would use Marijuana heavily in religious ritual. Some strains are highly psychadelic. Before that they'd use Ergot. As well as psychadelic shrooms. It was so standard back in the day and so associated with religious ritual that anthropologists are struggling with explaining why we, in the modern world, stopped.
As if the ultimate causal force didn't have to be caused. If all one observes is effectual then it has a cause. Going all the way back to the source is not possible through our capacities as infinity is indeed outside of our full understanding. Neither does an all knowing thing have to be observably all controlling. Some may think it does, but that is applying vanity to GOD, a human, negative trait. This is a false addition to GOD.
Seriously, snap out of it. If we assert that everything must have a cause. That is obviously true for the unmoved mover as well. Not doing so is special pleading which also breaks your logic. So your assertion has failed. There's an obvious solution to this problem. Obviously everything doesn't have to have a cause. Obviously nature is weirder than we've supposed so far. This isn't a free pass to insert whatever. This a cue to adopt some humility and accept the fact that there's lots in the world humanity has yet to figure out.
I recommend Googling the Cosmological Argument. The Wiki page neatly summarises the problem.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cosmological_argument
Aristotle knew his theory was dumb even when he first came up with it. He could see the flaw in his own argument immediately.
Your statement about the ready observability and scientific testability of GOD are too derived from vanity. As if science or even mathematics has explained away all that is.
I didn't say that. What I said was, we can't trust our own senses. Human perceptions are so weird and fallible that we are dependent on science to verify our perceptions. If you think you've experienced something true, and which nobody else can verify, I'd say you're the vain one. But sure, yes, science has been able to explain away any religious experiences they've tested. Of the simple reason that there's always been a pretty mundane neurological explanation for them.
To think all is strictly material in nature and as such observable, is very closed minded in my opinion. Even if literally all was theorized through equation, it would only verify the very nature of all. That nature would be that of precision and intelligence. Geometry in nature is quite grand, I must admit. That lends credence to GOD, not the absence of it.
It isn't refuted by science in any way, and I am confident that our scientific understanding of existence and the origins there of will continue to point to an ultimate creative force with time, if we have enough anyway.
Do you still think that I'm the vain one here? We (science) haven't even been able to make the Theory of Relativity work with Quantum Mechanics. There's clearly lots of stuff science hasn't figured out yet. Yet you predict that you'll get your private pet theory vindicated eventually? You're making Napoleon look humble by comparison.
I can tell you why God hasn't been refuted by science yet. It's because the God hypothesis is unverifiable. It's like hypothesising a Flarge. A Flarge is a large purple elephant that only appears wherever nobody is looking. You can't refute my Flarge hypothesis either scientifically. Still doesn't give it any credence. GOD is just a Flarge.
A what if at a dinner setting? No, it's backed by the conscience, morality, and is deeply ingrained in man since before written word to the point of them willingly dying for it. Altruism comes to mind, another observable trait in nature, the same nature that GOD set in motion and guided from before the start.
I recommend reading The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins. Evolution doesn't spread individuals. When you die only your children matter to evolution. Evolution only cares about spreading genes. That explains the value of altruism. Just as the title alludes to, altruism is actually being selfish. It's also the reason why you've been programmed by your genes to think altruism is a virtue.
1) I heard of Jesus and, or God when I was a young child, in school, up until mid first grade. My inmmidiate family was not religious. My father was a quite atheist that I didn't learn of until much later. My mother was Christian but we never spoke of God, read th bible, went to church or any of that. I think it was seeded in her like you talk about maybe at some bare minimum, maybe to appease her mother, but she really didn't even go through the motions from my recount.
We have on record 6000 gods that have at some point been worshipped throughout history. Don't you think it's odd that when you had your religious experience it brought you to the same kind of God that is dominant in your culture? If God really did reach out to you it could have been any of the 6000 gods. Most of which are not unmoved movers nor are omnipotent. Most of them are utter cunts and need to be appeased not to cause trouble. But as it happens it just happened to be the one god you already were familiar with. Most familiar with. As well as encompassing traits you must have been taught about as a child.
2)At a very young age I figured there was no God based on observation of pain and atrocity. The religious hipocrite bit didn't come until later.
3) I didn't realize anything of the sort.
I was born in 81. I was given proof of God on a personal level in '11, and not by my doing.
So I messed up step three. But the point was that you had already been taught about God as a child. You must have been familiar with the concept of salvation. So when you had your experience you made that connection. I'm not saying you couldn't have made that connection anyway and that you didn't have a genuine encounter with God. All I'm saying is that it's not particularly likely. There are other explanations that make more sense (to me)
Of course my personal experience, revelation, salvation is refutable. I never said I could proove anything else for anyone else.
Aren't you at least curious? Have you tried to refute it? That's what all good scientists do. After they've found support for an idea, the next step is to try to disprove their own theory. Have you?
I've had "traumatic" experiences, or at least what others would call such. The experience that resulted in my Faith was the opposite.
Try "overwhelming" as a better word.
Again, you succeed in insult; I wasn't an fn theist when it happened. I was and am a skeptical thinker with a decent iq and no social skills, allowing for time for thought. This has always been the case and I have always had a fascination with science and an alright laymens understanding of it as it does interest me and always has.
I wasn't trying to be insulting. It's just that newly converted people keep showing up here convinced that their experiences are unique or bulletrpoof. But their arguments are always stuff that has been refuted a million times over. Which they would know if they only could be bothered to do some research. I'm sorry to say that the same goes for your experience. It's pretty standard actually. The fact that you used to be an atheist doesn't prove anything. All it means is that you were an atheist for the wrong reasons.
The boring thing is that the theists aren't particularly creative. It's always the same couple of things. Here's a good summary of all the different variations.
http://wiki.ironchariots.org/