DrZoidberg,
1)never "saw" GOD
2)my experience was in utter subriety. The seemingly otherworldly nature of things one may think they experience while on mind altering substances is not really similar to what happened to me.
4)my belief or rather absence of belief in GOD was genuine. My thoughts on a causal force or higher power somewhat fluctuated. I can recall times when younger that I recognized the literal Sun as a higher power and causal, or at very least pertinent to our very existince. I recall too, a vain time when I arragantly and stubbornly thought there was no higher power than me (in my own life), thinking all that happened to me was an effect of something I had done either directly or indirectly. There was even a time that I secretly viewed myself as the antichrist in some non literal form as my disbelief seemed to me the antithesis of what false religious hypocrites seemed to exude. I truely believed in neither a positive or negative force in my life. I believed such to be utter nonsense, likened to fairytales, myths, and false direction by way of propogated fear. I believed wholly in science/ evolution (and still do, yet more carefully).
Again; there was no opportunity for indoctrination...ever. If there was a prayer in a family gathering, say Easter, then I secretly felt both sorry, and somehow better than whoever was giving genuine thanks and asking for blessings, or favor.
Looking back on these things I am somewhat shamed.
Mystical experiences? Like nde? I don't know what study could have solid conclusion about an experience that can only be described, and not observed.
How do you jump to taking things literally in my case? Perhaps it's my fault for not clarifying; scripture, is verification of what I know. What I know is based both on my experiences and observations completely. Though what happened to me may have been due to some particular criteria, I was not solely causal of it.
What are you talking about with omnipotence? As if the ultimate causal force didn't have to be caused. If all one observes is effectual then it has a cause. Going all the way back to the source is not possible through our capacities as infinity is indeed outside of our full understanding. Neither does an all knowing thing have to be observably all controlling. Some may think it does, but that is applying vanity to GOD, a human, negative trait. This is a false addition to GOD.
Your statement about the ready observability and scientific testability of GOD are too derived from vanity. As if science or even mathematics has explained away all that is. To think all is strictly material in nature and as such observable, is very closed minded in my opinion. Even if literally all was theorized through equation, it would only verify the very nature of all. That nature would be that of precision and intelligence. Geometry in nature is quite grand, I must admit. That lends credence to GOD, not the absence of it.
It isn't refuted by science in any way, and I am confident that our scientific understanding of existence and the origins there of will continue to point to an ultimate creative force with time, if we have enough anyway.
A what if at a dinner setting? No, it's backed by the conscience, morality, and is deeply ingrained in man since before written word to the point of them willingly dying for it. Altruism comes to mind, another observable trait in nature, the same nature that GOD set in motion and guided from before the start.
Now to your perspective;
1) I heard of Jesus and, or God when I was a young child, in school, up until mid first grade. My inmmidiate family was not religious. My father was a quite atheist that I didn't learn of until much later. My mother was Christian but we never spoke of God, read th bible, went to church or any of that. I think it was seeded in her like you talk about maybe at some bare minimum, maybe to appease her mother, but she really didn't even go through the motions from my recount.
2)At a very young age I figured there was no God based on observation of pain and atrocity. The religious hipocrite bit didn't come until later.
3) I didn't realize anything of the sort.
I was born in 81. I was given proof of God on a personal level in '11, and not by my doing.
Of course my personal experience, revelation, salvation is refutable. I never said I could proove anything else for anyone else.
Funny you should mention witnesses...never mind.
I've had "traumatic" experiences, or at least what others would call such. The experience that resulted in my Faith was the opposite.
Again, you succeed in insult; I wasn't an fn theist when it happened. I was and am a skeptical thinker with a decent iq and no social skills, allowing for time for thought. This has always been the case and I have always had a fascination with science and an alright laymens understanding of it as it does interest me and always has.
I can explain it all day.
Peace
Faith in selfless Unity for Good.