I get tired too.
Tired of atheists who are adamant that something doesn't exist - they just can't say what it is they don't believe in.
At the end of the day, you know and I know that you don't actually know anything about god. You may have read some scripture, and you have likely heard other people talking about their similar beliefs, but you don't really know anything about this god that you claim to worship. So stop pretending that you have access to some secret knowledge, stop acting superior and condescending, and for fuck's sake, stop pretending that you have presented valid arguments to support your position (whatever that might be, because we wouldn't know) when all you have done is post vague allusions and hints at best. You don't need other people's approval to believe whatever you want to believe, but if you want to earn their respect and be taken seriously, you have to participate in these discussions in a mature and upfront manner. You are not doing your cause any good by behaving the way you do.