The problem, here, is that you start with a contradiction, a "set of all sets" god.
Please look up Russel's Paradox, work yourself through a few of the attempts that will lead you to discovering the nonsense there.
You appear to be yet another garden variety solipsist who, owing to their belief in The Set of All Sets, can believe literally anything; and because you believe you ARE that set, you can believe anything about yourself or sets in general.
Granted even if you were so much as a TzimTzum, a creator god, if you really wanted to prove yourself there are 12 words written on a piece of paper in a trash can in England existing not now but some years ago which provide access to a specific Bitcoin wallet, which some poor guy is STILL digging through trash trying to find.
If you wish to prove yourself, it's really easy. Just send me those 12 words.
Garden variety? Nope. There’s probably not that many people in the world who think that their death has cosmic consequence, but I’m sure there’s a few. But ultimately those people come to their senses and realize their true nature. Unfortunately, we can’t access the medical records of those diagnosed with God complexes, to see if there is a garden variety, as those are protected by doctor/patient confidentiality laws.
Yes, garden variety.
I am roughly assuming you're likely a sock of one of the
other crazies who walk through here.
I am an atheist, insofar as I do not believe in "EinSof", or "the set of all sets" or "contradiction" or "God" (with a big G) or any other such name for nonsense. I believe that is literally the one and only thing that unconditionally cannot possibly exist or be expressed without contradiction, and so exists in NO possible worlds; it is non-existence itself. "God does not exist". "A system of axioms that allows contradictions can say true things are false".
I have already discussed Russel's Paradox, so I would like you to go look that up for me and read through a wiki page about it.
If you come to stuff you don't understand, I strongly urge you to keep reading.
In some ways though, I do appreciate seeing people who have gone crazy like this though.
It puts things in perspective for me, because I have lived a certain life myself and it is very suspiciously shaped and populated with the sorts of models and thoughts that seem even more suspicious. I understand the rule of large numbers, and that you can find a statement for every coincidence and a coincidence for every statement with regards to "possible".
As I said, if you want to separate yourself from the crop, you will perform an act of omniscience so simple I could replicate its like in any of a thousand worlds I have a "TzimTzum" relationship with (but not of this world because I am not and do not believe in a creator of this world, even if I believe it can possibly have one in a metaphysical sense).
It's really easy. Pause the machine, which you SHOULD already understand as analagous to a "computer" in the process that renders this, save and reload in a debugger if you have one (you DO have a debugger, yeah? Or what kind of fucking amateur are you?), find the tokens for earth, trace the locations of those tokens backwards through your frame saves, and then find the frame record for that story, trace it back to find the person, trace the person back to the person who they accused of throwing it in the trashcan, and tell me the 12 words there.
It only took me a month of me-time dithering over .2 seconds of system time to trace a fault across machine execution in an airplane and you're claiming you're a computer capable of simulating and entire world full of people, according to you. The blobs of data you're looking for are WAY bigger and more specific than mine.
All jokes about stuff that you "should" be capable of doing and understanding aside, though... I could go on and on about interpretations of Jesus's beliefs with respect to life, and birth, and rebirth and so on, because I am absolutely and unwaveringly obsessed with how existence works on a mechanical level.
If, instead of claiming by cheap tricks all of that real action is illusory and a Kabuki play of your own mind, you would as much be able to also produce the grand unified rule which it all seems to follow besides "whatever bullshit you say".