Before I realized there were no gods, I searched for a better god than the one in the Bible that I had been taught to believe as a child. If one is honest with themselves, they will realize that the god of the Bible is a narcissistic, psychopathic, schizophrenic god. He insists on everyone worshiping him and about half of his 10 commandments are about worshipping him, instead of simply demanding moral behavior. It's always about me, me, me. Worship me. Bow down to me. I'm the only one etc. I see that as obvious narcissistic behavior.
Then he loves to kill, destroy, without any evidence of empathy. He asks his prophet Abe to kill his only son and when Abe is just about to do the act, God tells him he doesn't really have to do it, as he was just testing his faith. He punishes anyone with eternal torture, who doesn't believe that he is the only one true god and his so called creation are all sinners just because a talking snake tempted a woman to eat some fruit, the fruit of knowledge it's been called. I guess he didn't want anyone to be to smart or they'd realize he's a fake. He allows his only son to be brutally killed which is somehow an act of compassion and sacrifice for the rest of us. I realize the blood sacrifice is a common thing in many mythologies. WTF! If those aren't a few examples of psychopathy, I don't know what it. Of course, this is all mythology, but a rather harsh one imo.
Now, let's consider his symptoms of schizophrenia. People with this disorder suffer from delusions. I cared for many of them while working as a professional nurse. The Bible god believes he is three gods in one. it's like having a multiple personality complex I guess, which is rather delusional from my perspective. But thinking you rule the universe, know what everyone is thinking at all times, and have the power to put people into an afterlife depending on what they believe is quite delusional.
When I told my Conservative Baptist teenage friends back in the late 60s that we had been fooled, one looked at me and told me not to think about it too much. That is the secret to believing in Bible god. Just don't think too much or you will realize you've been taken for a fool by an evil mythological creature or perhaps I should say by the no good greedy or in some cases, well meaning pastor who rules the church.
I understand that liberal Christians have their own nicer interpretations and versions of the Bible. I appreciate them for that. I just don't really understand their need to take their myths as truths. For some reason, mythology continues to be powerful even in the modern world. I doubt that as long as humans exist, we will ever overcome our attraction to mythology.
I've always found it amusing that believers can see that the ancient gods were mythological in nature, but are able to believe their own god/gods are actually exist. I love my Christian friends but I am perplexed by their ability to accept these myths as truth.