Hmmm. Well, you're still with us. I think that says something about how you feel about life. Can you explain why you feel the way you do about living? I can guarantee you that you're better off alive.I look forward to death. Maybe not the dying part, which might suck, but the being dead part. I've already been dead, and consequently I know it's a dawdle. It's the easiest thing, being dead. It's so easy everyone can do it.
I didn't tap my foot and keep checking my watch as those billions of years crept by before I was conceived. The building of the pyramids might have been interesting as hell for those who were alive at the time, but I didn't notice. Same for WWI. Bloody big mess, but it didn't bother me in the slightest while it was happening.
I look forward to not existing. Since existing mostly sucks. And I don't have any sweet "going back to nature" feelings. Fuck nature. Nature is stupid and hostile. And there's only one relief from it, one escape.
And please--don't let the pro-death comments on this thread convince you otherwise.