I have never, ever felt this.I remember feeling outright rage at God when I left Christianity. I cursed Him out loud and called Him a child rapist and anything else I could think of that was vile. I literally wanted to murder God.
Not like me. My animosity did not “shift to” those who create gods. My concern, defensiveness and protection is created by those who adhere to words that promote othering and thence danger.Like you, my animosity shifted to those who apparently create a God in their own image for their own nefarious purposes.
It has always been there. There has never, ever, been a god in my psyche.
I’m sorry to hear how this distresses you.I can't say, though, that I never stopped hating that dictator in the sky because I just can't be completely sure that there's nothing to him.
I, on the other hand, am absolutely certain that there is no god of the christian bible that I need to worry about. There is no evidence of any kind that creates that worry in me. Nor worship.
In any case, the possibility of a God of atheism is not popular in this forum. After all, most people don't want to appear wishy-washy in their thinking.
We keep telling you, and you keep not listening or calling us liars, that it has nothing to do with “wishy-washy”. We are telling you that it violates the definition, and that those of us who identify with the definition are neither stupid, nor deluded, nor wishy-washy. And you see our very clear words and repeat that you don’t trust our brains. THAT is what is not popular here.
If you believe in a god then you are something that is not called atheist. There’s nothing wrong with what you are and what you believe, it is just inexact to name it atheism.
You appear to actually have a very hard time with your uncertainty, based on your multiple threads attempting to shoehorn other people to join you by defining them out of existence.As for me, I can live with uncertainty because it sure beats being certainly wrong.
I can't help but to be skeptical of any claim that a person absolutely and completely lacks any theistic belief.
Call yourself an “uncertain atheist,” if you will, but you will remain wrong to insist all of the rest of us are the same as you. Demonstrate that you can live with being an “uncertain atheist” by being comfortable that I am not one also, and lay off demanding that I am lying about it.
	