Word sallad. You've just put pretty words next to each other.
I suspect this is, what I like to refer to as, "potentially deep". This is a person having heard or read something written by somebody truly deep and wise but misunderstood what is said fundamentally and just coming away with "powerful" words which by themselves are meaningless.
I don't want you to do anything. I'm just asking questions in order to ferret out what it is you truly believe... if anything.
If god is a metaphor (ie doesn't really exist) then all the worlds holy texts work just fine. But as soon as you swerve into actual belief, as in there's a physical manifestation of God as some sort of agent that is active in the world, then suddenly your arguments are weak. A real God can be tested for. We should be able to set some sort of experiment to prove Gods existence. God goes from being a philosophical tool to becoming a scientific hypothesis.
I don't deny lesser beings as we are all less than the creative force that ultimately formed us with such potential and uniqueness. I most certainly don't deny negative forces as they are observable on nearly all levels. Again, having an in-depth knowledge of such based on personal experience and observation is in no way synonymous with following such.
Discernment is needed on an inner level, and through it one would have the capacity to discern on an outer level. No, it's not word salad. You must be capable of utter truthfulness with self before you can even attempt to rightly discern ancient scriptures or the motives of others.
So basically you have to have experienced to truly know? And as long as I deny this force I cannot see? Only a believer can see the world as it really is?
I have yet to find a faith that denies a singular creative force. Even Buddhism and Hinduism ultimately acknowledge such. Again from my personal experience, it isn't really denying that other forces or entities exist, but understanding which is beneficial. And beneficial would of course refer to the benefit of others in general as opposed to self.
Are you aware that the expression "creative force" is vague? As long as it is vague it doesn't mean anything, and as long as it is devoid of meaning it doesn't matter who or what denies it or doesn't? If you're talking about a force that actually created the world then stop reading holy books. Read books on science. Holy books can't tell you about science. Sacred religious texts can only tell you about the human condition and about psychological healing.
I guess I sorta narrow it all down to a duality. Yet at the same time believe wholly that all happens for a reason. Negativity is for us to learn from as is repeated history.
So children dying of preventable diseases happens for a reason? Birth defects... for a reason? Random and weird events... for a reason? My sister recently died. The most beautiful selfless, intelligent and sweet woman ever. Never hurt a fly. Just died randomly after a prolonged and painful sickness for no apparent reason at all. Died for a reason? Are you fucking kidding me? She even led a healthy lifestyle. Died surrounded by people who love her. I hate that belief. That's probably the most cruel belief out there. It's a belief of somebody, not only on the run from reality, but a person utterly and completely devoid of emotions. Maybe something for you to work on? You know... getting some feelings.
You mentioned feelings. And yes the selfless conscience is based in emotion, as emotional response, much like pain receptors or nerves are a system in place to direct us in a manner which is most beneficial to continued existence. People act like you must either think, or be emotional. This is flawed. They work together much better than separate, much more efficient. I one has no emotional tie to a thing whatsoever then that thing is literally of no significance to that person.
It indeed is a value system.
Again separation, or detachment from personal want is needed here so that bias is minimized.
I think I understand. It sounds to me like you're on the run from your own emotions. I want to have emotional ties to people. I think emotions are good to have and good to express. I think it's important to both have distance and ability to feel. To be able to be in both mental states simultaneously.