Person19960
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Hillary had slain Trump in that 2016 debate. One memorable moment was the "No Puppet" portion of the debate. SHE WON. But I was hardly watching; I was half asleep during that 2016 debate. HOW did I know what had happened? Well, I kept waking up to Trump's snorts. WHY? Because I used to have a coke habit. Or, cocaine addiction, if you prefer. I recalled it on Facebook on December 22, 2023. I only posted the story because I had not planned to be around for the year-end holidays of 2023, or for 2024 at all. anyway,
Here's my post:
I remember the moment!
It is one of the few moments I remember, because, I was kind of dozing through that debate.
Except, my former coke-addicted self woke up every time Trump sniffed, because, I could be passed out, but still recognize the sound of The Person Who Has Some Stuff. I was waking up, like, "who has the lines?" And then see Trump hulking out over Hillary, as he sniffed.
I know that sound. My husband made fun of me for waking up for that sound. I sheepishly tried to stay awake for the debate, but it was so ridiculous.
Later on, buried in one of a million news stories about Trump, rumors circulated that Trump liked to crush and snort Adderall.
I don't think it works better that way, but, I do know why addicts try it, and why the dumb ones snort stuff that was designed for oral ingestion. Lord, I used to know young people who snorted Xanax. I told them that it didn't work that way, but, they still did it.
Ritalin, incidentally, does work better that way, or, maybe it just felt like it at the time.
Anyway, God is punishing me now for my past drug use by making sure I spent 2023 suffering. But not sniffing!
uhhhhh TAGS f itSide note, but important subplot, is that a decade after I had quit coke, and by quit I mean became poor, suddenly... Anyway, shit happened. I became a widow.
Two years later, I met a man who made a lot of promises and who was not quite who or what he said he was. On the first night I introduced him to "my Philly friends," we were at a bar.
Now, I did not know that my new older boyfriend was a liar and misanthrope and an abuser. He said he was a friendly person.
I also did not know that even though ten years had passed since my last line, and, I was a different person, in a different situation, that when one person offered me "one free line," that accepting the free line meant that ten years was erased, and there I was again, following the sound of those sniffs.
Coke always gave me a case of the Mores. "More, more, more." I have hoovered up Charlie Sheen quantities of cocaine. I know the sound.
I also know that I can't ever ever ever touch one tiny bit of that shit ever again under any circumstance, no matter what, when, where, or why.
Sorry to throw this TMI into the 2024 Trump/Biden debate thread. It's a reminder of Trump that I can't forget, but also yeah this is what happened to me. Maybe I should repost it? idc