I think y’all are giving Trump far too much credit for “normalcy.” My personal experience in knowing someone who self-deludes but appears normal to others leads me to believe the path of, “he says a lie and he INSTANTLY believe it is true,” because I have seen this happen.
And at the heart of it, Trump knows the truth, however inconvenient it is.
I do not think he does. I have watched my mother do this. He does exactly the same thing. She gets in a corner, she says a thing that would get her out of the corner, regardless of the fact that it is not true, and she INSTANTLY AND UTTERLY believes her version. Her memory of what happened is changed completely.
If you prove it was not true, they INSTANTLY AND UTTERLY believe they never said that thing you just proved is not true.
I was actually arguing that he is delusional. Normal people don't believe their own lies. When one talks about the human mind, I don't think we can claim that it always operates rationally or resolves all inconsistencies. Even normal people hold fundamentally contradictory beliefs.
I agree that he appears delusional - self deluding - to me. The delusional do not always appear delusional to those who don’t see them often.
Trump, however, does not behave like a normal person. I think that there is a part of him that knows he is lying and another part that wishes the lie to be the truth and a struggle over which part gets to be in control.
I do not think there is even a tiny struggle. He utterly believes that whatever benefits him is the truth, even if it contradicts something he just said. History changes completely and he is not even aware mof it. He lies because he describes the world he wants to see, and it becomes his reality as soon as he says it.
He can and does lie about anything and everything. He just never thought he’d be held accountable. He needs to be proven wrong.
He will not (ever) accept that he has been proven wrong. He will change his story until he is right again. And he will UTTERLY believe that this was the truth all along.
I grew up in a household where one parent was Trump (truth is what whatever they wanted it to be) and the other one was Rainman (Truth was preciesly and accurately noted and never forgotten.). It was… explosive.